I'm feeling extremely nervous
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I couldn't sleep last night
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my allergies are really bothering me today, and that's only adding to my headache
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I don't know what to do
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I really wish I could just breathe and calm down, but everything's happening so fast and I'm not sure if I'm really happy with what's about to happen
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There's so many things on my mind right now
even list making, to organize these thoughts, isn't helping in the slightest
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Mikey & I decided that we will have everything packed by March 24, so that we can thoroughly clean/repair the apartment before we move out on March 30! (We already reserved the U-Haul for the 30th, even though we currently don't know for sure where we'll be living)
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I've talked with my family (who have a house for rent, but they've been doing construction on it for a while) about renting the house on Chester Circle, but there's still so much work that needs to be done on it, and I'm becoming even more anxious as time goes on... because hell, we may have to rent something else (and that's going to be really hard to do, since we're in Greensboro). Not to mention, Mikey and I have never even seen the inside of the house before!
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The more boxes pile up around here, the more anxious I get
Every picture that's taken off the wall
Books in boxes
Opening a packed tupperware container to get out a spatula so I can flip my quesadilla
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I just keep trying to think of the positives
Clyde & Lily will have a yard (hey, maybe it's not completely fenced, but it's still a yard)
No one will live above us (this one is HUGE)
I can redecorate and make this house a home (fingers crossed that it'll be in good condition)
A NEIGHBORHOOD not an apartment complex
We'll be in Fayetteville (this pro might turn into a con after a while of being back,
but for now I'm excited to get back to my hometown)
I'll actually be doing something with my degree, with my life, AND I'll be making money doing something
I LOVE TO DO!
^ That's enough of a pro for me to regain a little positivity
(seriously, my mood has lifted so much already)
xx
