Here I am... always over planning my future or dwelling on the past. Can I please just focus on right now, for once?
Mikey was digging through his old email address last night and came across some emails that I had sent him (with an email address that I don't even remember)- and thus I used it and found some old xanga and livejournal accounts. I also found a free website that I had uploaded pictures to; it's pretty funny to look back at the pictures, but the "xstuffx" I wrote in my xanga and livejournal, that's another story...
I never used to regret things. But now, I really wish I hadn't been such an immature bitch (though I was just 15). I didn't realize that I hurt people and if I did realize, then I just didn't care too much about it. I was pretty selfish.
It actually makes me realize how selfish I still am at times.
